Why am I Losing My Religion ?? I wonder why???

This is a song that I love...

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight,
I'mLosing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you singI think
I thought I saw you try

Every whisper Of every waking hour
I'mChoosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I've said too muchI set it up
Consider thisConsider this
The hint of the centuryConsider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failedWhat if all these fantasies
Come flailing aroundNow I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream
But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream